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Transformational Change 

Till it happens all we can say about change is  what we do not know about or what we think we know. If we see it on others, it is easy to talk about, oh so and so has changed since this and that happened. But what if change happens for the sake of it. 

St. Paul was before Saul brought reign of terror to followers of Christ. The change very notable left no doubt with the life he led after that some kind of Transformational change had occurred. A reason to change, change for a reason.

Habits which had restricted people;s life when confronted and left out does wonders to the personality of that individual.

It is for no one else to say but the person who had that change or that transformation to discover himself or herself. It is a rediscovery, whether that person can define it or not is up to the capacity of intelligence the person has.

Precious metals remain as they are under the hottest flame. But their value change when they start cutting to fit design or purpose. 

Our story is all great. So is yours, do not let anyone minimise it.,                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          

Long Time Coming 

Have you seen youngsters shout out with pain but be eloquent at the same time. That time has come. I think in the 60's the movement against the most unpopular war comprised of college students. But I think the effect on the gun violence has been on high school and elementary students. 

I heard them shout and shout but their speech was perfect. Some had written and even so narrating that content with so much emotions attached to it, must have been difficult. I say that because I remember how I was in college. We had our issues like any generation but the intensity of this generation, the energy and focus is serious and unbelievable. I think they are going to be ok. Everyone is talking about oh this generation and the one after that, what is gonna become of them? Well these ones need no explanation. 

I believe strongly that changes might come in a way that no one expects. What is the politician to do when they have the constitution to contend with? It is time smart, intelligent, forward looking people to come forward. 

Should teachers carry guns? OMG. The backlash and controversy is massive to even to counter explain. The international community are watching. I just can't see teacher  writing  something on the board and the hoist with the gun on it is seen. How many more guns would have to be bought or purchased then? NRA NRA!!

What's Next Is Next 

Organisation, planning, then getting prepared to execute that plan, it is the way things work. Sometimes eventualities and events unplanned seemed to overtake all the things we have prepared for. 

Planning for the unplanned is probably what is important I have learnt. But then again, sometimes blessings pour in when unplanned things happen. Well what can I say? Being independent has taught me a lot about myself. First of all I have learnt to care more about myself, yes that might sound selfish and unkind. That is not what I am talking about. It is about balance. The more you know the more you do. It is great to be great. Wisdom is the guide not outside influences. That gem has been placed in all of us. First we need to know what kind of gem we have then we proceed to next, what can we do or should do with it. Is it then right to start digging at other people when we have not refined ourselves to the level we should. 

What is the way then? It is clear in the 21st century that spirituality is what we can not do without. Being wholesome. It is to be free. Togetherness of intellect, education, emotions, materialism is only wonderful if spiritualism is included. To go forward without spirituality is not a choice if human beings are to survive and thrive. 

Be together with spirit of minds eye. 

Things I Should I Have Said & Shouldn't  

January 2018, The Inauguration but before that #Brexit 

The events were contemplated long time ago but when they happened, it was rather rapid. Simultaneous with the effects felt across the globe. I was raised in a conscientious home and educated the same. I had plenty of feelings, thoughts but held it back thinking things would get better. Instead of putting things in a constructive way, I was using words of profanity to make people know how I feel. It was rather stupid. Because no one comes out of it knowing any better than before.I Repeated that more than necessary.

This company I have started from scratch with so much at stake because the idea behind it is great and the people that preceded were giants of humanity; those covered with one love and seeking to do the same to all of humanity, it was a big shoe to fill in. But the idea I had for 3 decades, In America with college mates who have gone separate ways, had stayed with me and when I wanted to run away, chased me till it got me again. I say this with truth. I wondered why I left the USA when I came to the UK, I get two answers. Both good and true. The idea I tried to pursue when LoveIsTheWisdom was established in walsall, england in 2011. Received greatly I thought with just over 30,000 people across 120 countries. Over 1000 in walsall. The loneliest place to be is with an ideal supported quietly across the globe. I put my belief in practice and formed humanity across the globe @global14.com then NattyLight Street Ministries. That chapter is closed with knowledge that I have in my own way have helped people. This was great. 

But to put the idea in to practice is more precious and the test is more hotter than the hottest flame. Spirituality is no joke because it is a changer for the best. I can not tell you how many times I fell and got up. Self correction is so hard but important. Books and spiritual parenthood was the answer. My foundation is strong but with only the foundation strong, one has to be willing to build the first and second floor of the building. 

Still no politics and before I used that excuse, well I am not a permanent resident there fore, not required by law to vote. Now, permanent resident but I do not even know local politicians. Fine, Just Fine. Only follow the national elections. 

Anyway outbursts and curses do not change things. Firstly the issue of Brexit rather the effects, I have written on FB when it happened but I did not write my thoughts. 

Humanity Across The Globe @Global14.com,  I had written history taking place in Europe from 2012-2015. Nationalism was taking a hold of countries including Britain. Fear had taken a hold of people and had stopped the normal progression of what the baby boomers wished their children and grand children would find themselves in meaning a new culture defined by not race and nationality but by something else more natural, more unity, brotherhood, and all that is good. Tackling the world problems of disease, poverty and before all that, the eradication of wars. Nuclear weapons banned and dismantled. 

Certain events led this fear to come alive. Of course 9/11, London, Bali and all other heinous crimes against humanity. Terrorists did not only target certain race or nationals. It was a bonanza of medieval violence. 

Pride set in when Obama was elected and re elected. The last year of his Presidency, I noticed and witnessed events that were similar to events of the past. People turning inward in a national level and start dissecting society. In the town I lived and beyond, National parties which have formed their organisation by colour rather than an ideology which means, only the colour that fit will benefit from their membership. Mari Le Pen in France, Farage In the UK and countless others were rising. They prepared the way for the one and only #DonaldTrump. There are some left now e.g Hungarian President and the Austrian Prime Minister.

I swear to you with the truest of the true feelings when Donald Trump was campaigning the countless times Mr Donald J Trump incited indecency to get the votes of people that the media was describing as the forgotten and marginalised 'white voters.' But the popular vote went to Senator Hilary Clinton which had delivered her message with her past overshadowing the future, it seemed like it. But my man 'Bernie Sanders' did not have a chance. That was the equilibrium. But politics have it's own ideas. The country (USA) as was in the UK was divided. It was for the eyes to see. People of power either hold people together or they divide. Mr Donald J Trump and the Republican party decided to divide people. In the UK the conservative party which had for a decade had been defeated by the Labour Party since 1997, were rising from the ashes after Labour govt. forgot their original mandate of 1997. 'The People.' The global economic melt down did not help their election of 2010. 

I feel David Cameron was a modern leader, a Conservative but the conservative party with strife over various issues forced the mandate on David Cameron & I believe David Cameron trusted the people of Britain to solve this problem. The problem is for a problem to be solved, the assessment of the problem has to be correct and the information thereof. The miscalculation was directly associated with the formula used. 

I could not believe the Brexit vote. The Conservative party survived. Because I think the progressive movement during the Blair leadership had shaken this party to the core and getting back to power & with continuity seemed impossible  Yes, the UKIP & BNP party helped the conservative party. It was a tug of war. The Labour party versus everyone else. After Brexit everyone including the British people realised what was going on, what is going on, oh man, what just happened?  'These Damn Immigrants' Don't say, there damn you. This is it. It is a comedy of errors. 

Trump won, Le pan lost and now because of France, Merkel & Germany with three parties working together, EU looks strong for now. 

Just yesterday the Hungarian President called for all migration to cease and said for survival of European Cultures and Christianity, that was the solution. It is scary, that thought. They say he is going to win. 

If we then move over to the 'Muslim world,' the cause of the problem is the same only this time is what sect one is. Are you Catholic or Protestant? Or Are you Sunni or Shiite? Questioning the truth, One Love & Still 1 Love.

All this has propped up evil to the highest level threat to the world, North Korea. That song by Bob Marley, which is based on the Speech by Haile Selassie I, the last Emperor of Ethiopia, "Until the philosophy which holds one race superior and other inferior, every where is war." Man, Is it true Is it true? Are we heading towards WWIII or what? It seems like it. 

If we are talking about Religion, the ways of men versus Spirituality, the way of life based on faith is what is taking place now. Which one are you choosing? 


Nile Merchant ltd. is based on the story of the Ethiopian Eunuch who went searching for answers first in the old testament and then in the new testament again. These men were both wealthy but because they were searching for something more, a way of life, the truth, they put their pride aside and asked the prophet in the old testament and then the disciple in the new testament. I am forever looking for words that put people together and live by it. There are people out there who were there with me in LoveIsTheWisdom.com and Humanity Across The World to form this new world, first by thought and in action. It's main aim is for that one love to be seen as true then and is to say with true belief  'Still 1 Love' and to be an instrument of Peace, Love, Unity, Prosperity, Joy, Thanksgiving, Restoration Of Honour' & Miracle. 

Ladies & Gentlemen It is the formation of The 'HI Culture' 

To say anything that does not honour these words by myself and others is not a failure only if it is not recognised and corrected. Only consciousness will do that. 

Yes outburst on social media by myself as I stated before was not only counter productive, it is simply wrong. First the profanity was and is a lack of intelligence and clarity shown outwardly. In moments like these It is better to be quiet till the mind is clear and concise in what One should say. One thing I will not do is destroy everything I have started because of mistakes as I did in the past. Moving on with a big lesson. 

Everything I do is to build this physical place with ideas of men and woman who have established those words, One Love, Still 1 Love I say to confirm the truth of what was said and make it a reality. 

I have been blessed with gifts of music, writing and to some extent photography also Story telling. I want to combine that with spirituality to address global problems with one love, for I believe there is only 'Still 1 Love.' 


I Am Famous 


I walk down the street and straight away I am recognised. First I said to myself may be in the town I live in, then county and then up northwest and when I went to london, that's when I knew I was famous. 

 They look twice to see if it was me, the guy that they used to see walked down the street when I was not famous. A lot of times the young ones look at my face and check on their phones see if the looks match and say, that's him. Either way, it is really exciting and I am looking forward to make people smile and happy. 

The other side of it is you know the people who didn't care about you from the past and present, look at you and say 'So what it's you' and I hear that sometimes, I swear. At first I think, what the? Did you just, man..... And then I think, there ain't anything I can do about a person who do not care. Not all the time.

Also, the best moment was when my mom found out how many people were streaming my music, I will never forget what mom said, 'it feels like a dream' and that I can not and will not forget. 

I believe it's true that I am at a stage where so much is in front of me. I am looking forward to great things and I am excited. I will always put music first and because I am naturally gifted, it doesn't me there is no room to grow especially when it comes to live events. Things will occur in time. They have so far. 

The positive outweigh the negative and that happens each time one decides to do what he or she is born to do. I am grateful for all the support and those who streamed tracks from 'Incredulous' and rest assured it will not stop there. When the trilogy album is released, A combination of Dubstep, Drum & Base and Trap, Urban beats and downbeat etc etc.. is presented in one album and individually as a genre, I believe there will be an impact there.  More Great music is on the way. 

& It Was True 

I woke up one day and realised the story I was taught many years ago and heard over and over again at church and other places. 

The story goes like this, ' A master leaves his house to travel and entrusts to his servants. 

14 “Again, it will be like a man going on a journey, who called his servants and entrusted his wealth to them. 15 To one he gave five bags of gold, to another two bags, and to another one bag,[a] each according to his ability. Then he went on his journey. 16 The man who had received five bags of gold went at once and put his money to work and gained five bags more. 17 So also, the one with two bags of gold gained two more. 18 But the man who had received one bag went off, dug a hole in the ground and hid his master’s money. 

19 “After a long time the master of those servants returned and settled accounts with them. 20 The man who had received five bags of gold brought the other five. ‘Master,’ he said, ‘you entrusted me with five bags of gold. See, I have gained five more.’ 

21 “His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things.Come and share your master’s happiness!’ 

22 “The man with two bags of gold also came. ‘Master,’ he said, ‘you entrusted me with two bags of gold; see, I have gained two more.’ 

23 “His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things.Come and share your master’s happiness!’ 

24 “Then the man who had received one bag of gold came. ‘Master,’ he said, ‘I knew that you are a hard man, harvesting where you have not sown and gathering where you have not scattered seed. 25 So I was afraid and went out and hid your gold in the ground. See, here is what belongs to you.’ 

26 “His master replied, ‘You wicked, lazy servant! So you knew that I harvest where I have not sown and gather where I have not scattered seed? 27 Well then, you should have put my money on deposit with the bankers, so that when I returned I would have received it back with interest. 

28 “‘So take the bag of gold from him and give it to the one who has ten bags. 29 For whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them. 30 And throw that worthless servant outside, into the darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’


I felt I had to put this story in its entirety because some people might not know about this story. 

A while ago I was writing on twitter and the fans or followers who did not like me writing left so abruptly. About 1000 just got up and left the room it felt like. I thought about it for a while and I said, ok, I will stop writing. But how could I because I am planning a music video and since I want it all original, I am and had written an original story to support the music video. The fact of the matter is because I had stopped the idea of writing, things slowed down. Over a week ago now I decided if people unfollowed me or stopped becoming my fan because I write, well so be it, let it be. 

To those who do not know, I have written a poetry book 5 years ago. It prepared me for this life. What I can say is Music is always going to be number one because I was born to do it and I am not saying to boast. It just is true what I am saying. Writing, I had to take a class in college. That by itself did not make me a writer, it was in me as well. 

So much is happening in the world, I think I need to have a say. If you like it read it, if not listen to the music. Either way, welcome. By the way, I do photography as well and I was actually taking a videography class from New York Institute Of Photography last year. I might get back to that as well. 

What I am trying to say is that, if you have a talent that you are born with, do not hide it and worst of all because you have two or three talents do not kill one so that you can do the other. You can actually find the strongest one you are born with and make it stronger or make it number one and have the other ones as a back up. Do not kill one to keep the other, because you might damage the one you love meaning, how it goes is if you are grateful, you will get more or be given more. till next time.